Fresh white

Slowly, ever so slowly I've been making chances to my home. For the last couple weeks I've been working on painting. I know repainting a bathroom shouldn't take that long. However, if you change your mind about the color, it can take that long. While I knew I wanted lighter than the sickly yellow that was in there to begin with, the white I picked had the same yellow undertones. It didn't quite do enough to brighten up a small room that has no natural light. Originally I picked a color called Cotton from Clark and Kensington that I got free from Ace Hardware. Free is good. But after getting 3 walls painted, I didn't love it. Remembering I had a can of Benjamin Moore Simply White color matched in Clark and Kensington eggshell I decided to start over. Can I say how much I love it! It's light and bright. It feels so fresh and really makes the dark wood pieces in the small bathroom really pop. It makes the space seem larger somehow and a little like my own private spa. It's amazing how much a little paint can change a room.

How to your start a new habit?

At my physical a few month back I had gained about 10 lbs. It didn't come as a surprise. Some pants I could previously fit comfortably weren't any longer. Unfortunately, I'm not naturally thin and I tend carry excess weight in my middle section. After 4 c-sections, my stomach is paunchy and not a whole lot to look at. However...this body gave me 4 fantastic kids so I try not to hate on it too bad. I'm trying to get the rhythm together to start run/walking again. It's cheap...no real equipment needed, burns tons of calories and you can do it most anywhere. Now the hard part, getting a routine going. I live kind of in the sticks so I may have to run on my own. I thought I'd join a group, but that hasn't worked out with my work schedule. I think the reality is I'm just going to have to bite bullet and start moving.
So, I've chosen to slooowwwly adopt a few new habits. I've started walking with a couple ladies from work 4-5 days/week...we walk for 30-45 mins. It feels great to get moving and eliminates the excuse of not having the time to exercise. I've also been trying to drink more water. Something I'm not very good about.
The hardest part is how to sustain a new habit. I've been thinking about it a lot. Especially one your work out buddy dropout.
 I need to be do this for me, regardless.
One step at a time, one day at a time.

Feathering my nest aka loving your space

I read apartment therapy almost every day. I'm truly addicted. I love that the message, no matter what the size, you should love the home you're in. Whether it's a mcmansion or a minimansion, it makes no difference. My home is closer to a minimansion. But, you know what...I adore it. I feel like living in this space has brought us closer as a family. It's also a place I'm happy to call home. I purchased it thoughtfully and I'm slowly creating a haven for all of us, a place that uniquely represents our asthetic. Whether it's finding the perfect accessory or painting the walls a color I love, home doesn't happen overnight. I have a long to do list...but you know what, I don't feel rushed or pressured to finish and be done. It's nice to let it all evolve, to make the right choices about what I bring into my home and what changes I make over time, slowly. It's all about feathering my nest and embracing my home.

Getting Started

Recently I've been struggling with the same 10lbs. I'm fine being a full figured girl...zaftig, rubenesque, whatever. I mean after 4 c-sections, it's tough to not have a little or even more than little pot belly. I want to begin running again. It's a cheap and inexpensive activity that you can really most anywhere. I've been loosely following the journey of a blogger who has committed to losing 100lbs. Checking in on her progress, she lost almost 80lb over the last 7 months. Wow! The reality is that losing weight is work, especially as you get older. I haven't been serious lately. I've been eating poorly, not being active and indulging in all the things that make it easy to pack on pounds. So...putting it out there, I'm going to really work on living a more healthy exisitence. I know that you feel so much better when you're healthier. Here's to the journey...may I learn a lot and meet with success.

Me and Dave

You've probably heard of him, Dave Ramsey the genius behind the Total Money Makeover. He's an advocate of living debt free and paying cash for what you want.
I think Dave and I need to become better acquainted.
As you know over the last few years I've gone through a ton of changes. One of the big ones (and a huge financial impact) was the decision to return to school and gulp...take out a student loan to do it. I wouldn't change the decision to go back to school in a million years. It was right and it's opened up tons of opportunities for me. So, why then am I finding myself just as stressed about money? Well, somehow as my income increased so did my expenditures! Crap, how did that happen?
So, I'm putting on my big girl pants and getting my act together. I would much rather have peace of mind, than pieces of stuff.
Yep, I'm putting it out there. I'm starting a budget and I'm sticking to it.
I've found so much inspiration on the internet. Real people setting realistic goals and making the sacrifices necessary to find financial freedom.
I can do this.

Everyone needs a project

Well, at least I do. I have a big project in the works. An entire home makeover! Super dupery! It's taken me a while to figure things out and now it's the one yearish anniversary of the day I closed on my forever home. I mean to say at my age...eh hmm...there's a real chance the next  home I'll be purchasing will be a room in the nursing home. Sadly, I'm tapped out financially, but that doesn't mean I don't have dreams and plans for my new adobe. Oh I do, I do. It's funny because it's really looks eerily like the home I used to dream of living in when I was child. Kind of like a sweet dollhouse. It's dollhouse like in size as well. But, hey, less to clean, right. Luckily the floor plan is really awesome and I couldn't be happier with the neighborhood. Everyone is so freaking friendly...it's kind of weird. Even after a year, I'm still agonizing over paint colors and trying to figure out what stuff to get rid of (as a military brat, I often feel rootless). Pretty hard for a semi-professional hoarder thrifter. Yikes! It's been awesome, slowly turning a house into a dream home. It's smaller than my former place, but somehow seems better...maybe it's what it represents.  Fresh start, endless options, dreams, full of possibilities. Good times! Little tweaks here and there. Summer time is coming and I plan to whip the big yard into shape.

Cha...cha...changes

So, a month ago, I merged my two blogs. I should explain. While my life has changed, I thought it was important to remember where I've been, plus I had a lot of great content on my old blog. I mean I was in the height of sewing, crafting, cooking, supermom phase. I think it's important to take the good with you. When I moved the kids and I into our new place I left a lot behind, figuratively and literally. In my mind I kept thinking, "It's a fire, these are the things I lost in the fire."  It's true. You have to let some things go...you have to burn your house down to start anew.

It's good, it's cleansing. Sure, I felt a bit singed and fragile at times, but certainly like a phoenix, I feel arisen. You now how when your computer crashes spectacularly, and then you get a new one and it runs super fast.  You're excited, but don't want to do anything to make this one crash either. And then I remember that this my life,  and mistakes will be made. So I'm forging ahead, learning just how  capable of taking care of what's mine I am. Fear is a killer, but like the fire, you have to go through it, to come out on the other side renewed, fertile. The old blog is still there...but I have a new blog home now. This is it.